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Faith is the foundation of everything. When it is blemished, G-d forbid, then the person is torn, distanced from G-d. The souls that are judged and sitting in Gehinimon – are sitting in tshuva. When they rise from Gehinom, they rise purified and clean. We hope to G-d that they, who are afflicted with these pains, will rise up clean and return to G-d. But he whose faith is blemished is compared to a soul who is suffering in Gehinom, G-d forbid. Furthermore, sins are heaped upon his blemish. After some time has passed, and she sees herself with those sins, she asks herself what benefit were all these afflictions, if all the dirt is upon me as in the beginning.
Really, what place is there for all these difficulties and questions? Truly, afflictions such as the ones that we are now suffering come only once every hundreds of years. But nevertheless how can we hope to understand these ways of G-d. Or to cast aspersions on them, G-d forbid when we don’t understand them. We can’t even understand one stalk of grass that G-d has made. How much more so, can we not understand a soul. Or an Angel. Or the thinking of G-d. So, how can we hope to understand with our intelligence what G-d, Blessed be He, knows and understands. Why would a person be blemished more from these current trials and tribulations than by what the Jews have suffered in the past. Why, when one learned a piece of Gemora or Midrash and he heard about the tribulations of the Jews in the past up to today, why was his faith not diminished then and now it is? These people who say that sufferings such as are happening today did not happen in the past, they are mistaken. The destruction of the Temple, and Betar, etc. those sufferings were like the sufferings of today. **
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** Only those sufferings which were before 1942 had occurred in our past. But these abnormal sufferings and evil, bizarre killings that have been created by these evil murderers to place upon us the House of Israel since 1942; according to my knowledge of Jewish texts and history of the Jews in general, there has never been anything like this. G-d should have mercy on us and save us from their hands as soon as possible. (added by the author on Erev Shabbos, the 18 of Kislev 1943)